Let life be beautiful like summer flowers

The cherry blossom in my garden has gone, a little breeze in the afternoon, made the petals dance in the air. Is gone, I waiting for whole year and now is all on the ground.
I tried to explain to him, after my father’s death, why I always tell him I love you. Because life is too short, so l prefer to let you know I love you when I can. He only said, what’s going to change if you die? I know what he mean, he try to show that’s no big different for him if he love someone.
When I was young, I though I’d rather die in my most beautiful time like cherry blossom, I knew that was because I afraid to be old. I was silly, but I still love cherry blossom. I always waiting for them from March, and so exited in April , and feel the early autumn flavour in the End of April when they fall.
Don’t think I am pessimist, I am just little bit sensitive, and I know next year my cherry blossom will come back again, and even more beautiful, because I have whole year to look after them, meanwhile, I just have the gorgeous tulip flowering, and when I came back from Hong Kong , Rose and lavender would be there for me, life be beautiful like summer flowers…..

Volcano ash cause Europe airspace chaos Mercury stationary ? How about Vulcan ?

From 15 April the Volcano ash cloud move to UK’s airspace , make all the airport close.
As an astrologer, we all have good laugh, because we knew that Mercury is stationary before it’s retrogression this moment, Mercury in the ruler of travel and business. When Mercury station is not good for business and travelling. And we see the very interesting about all airplanes are “station” in UK’s airport, how amazing astrology.
When I watched BBC talking about Volcano ash cloud, I suddenly have a though, what planet rule Volcano? In mordent astrology we may related with Mars Uranus , but I do remember there is something called ….Vulcan….in mythology Vulcan is god of craft , husband of Venus. Then Roman worship Vulcan , related Vulcan with smith, craft, and Volcano.
In our astrological software we can also see a symbol with V and l on top. Because French astronomer Le Verrier supposed Vulcan was exist in between the Sun and Mercury in 19 century. Most astrologer don’t use Vulcan because it’s not a planet nor a asteroid .
Normally I don’t use Vulcan, I even have no idea what it’s mean in astrology, but with curiosity I set Vulcan on the chart. I open the 14 April new moon chart, and we see Vulcan just right on the Mc on the new moon chart…who amazing, Volcano ash cloud on UK’s airspace , and Vulcan on new moon chart’s Mc. Will that me have another good laugh then, for those who call me bullshiter. hahaha